What I Couldn’t See

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I haven’t been reliable. I hope in a few years there’ll be a change.

Like so many others, I signaled I didn’t need you, so you left. And who are you to blame? Thousands of others deserve your kindness and friendship more than I did.

I only wish I’d learned what I have fifteen years ago, before I took this forsaken contract.

You were the last one to leave ten years ago. I’ve got another decade of solar cycles out here, monitoring the star’s vital signs. By myself.

I thought I’d handle it. Universe above, Hazi, I’ve never been more wrong about anything.

I regret everything. Every misdeed, every careless forgetfulness, every verbal blow. The worst part? My intention was never to cause pain.